prayer

this isn't enough...i need change

Lord I need you to change in me, move in me

make me a clean pure heart

blossoms

I knew there were going to be days like this...

Laugher always breaks the silence

restores the uneasiness in my soul

I pretend tears are rain drops

watering my dried up feelings

of frustration,sweet bitterness, and misunderstanding

the glances across the room are empty

meaningless

lull

always there is more laughter

it covers up

covers up the tears that are....

spinning spinning spinning

and suddenly they are lost

but I don't fear

It all changes when the new sun rises

and flowers blossom.