Living for Me or My Creator?

there is something so beautiful,

so rare,

and refreshing

when you allow God to be the ultimate

provider in every aspect of your life.

Where no opinion, judgement, or doubt can control you.

When you surrender your heart to him He leaves no room for

jealous

hate

ego

failures

insecurities

It kills me when I see friends looking in all the wrong places

to find happiness and acceptance...

looking to the opposite sex to feel beauty and desired

a pair of designer jeans to fit in

showing more skin to catch an eye

working out every muscle so you don't lose that girl to that guy

never leaving the house without double checking the mirror...

whatever it is in your life that you let define you.. it also controls you

and your ability to live life to the fullest

to love with no limits

and pursue the dreams in your heart

I am guilty of letting these define me,

limiting the ways I love, how I love and how much love

allowing myself to follow and be consumed by things that don't matter

we manipulate our lives in order to fit a checklist that the world creates

that we would do anything for

This isn't how God designed it

So we need to fight it

like He fights for us

cause He would do anything for us.

Why is it so hard to do anything for Him?

Is it wrong that I need you, need to feel you, need to hear you??

When you come to close I fear you, your love is greater than what I can handle

I no longer want to have to defend who I have become...

i desire to become all you have for me

i was called not to be apart of this world

but to live in this world

shining for you in this world

hoping for this world

dreaming the undreamable in this world

going against the desires of this world

finding the beauty in this world

spreading the love of humanity in this world

being beautifully alive for you in this world